I stood outside in the rain, to enjoy the wind

And then I wondered, 

What could be the depth of Gods cry?

Chilled winds brushed up against my skin

But, then I…. I wondered

What COULD BE the depth of Gods Cry

What makes God Cry?

Someone asked me today

What was my college major?

My reply was that college was years ago

But in all honesty, I am

Studying.. something

Quite a few things,

Actually.

I’m studying myself,

A woman.

I’m studying the effects of sexual trauma…

Mentally, spiritually, energetically, & physically

How to build a business

A woman, & did I mention myself

But

Back to God…

Did God Cry about sexual violence

If so, how long has God cried about it?

Does God cry when our hearts are broken?

Did God cry about

Dare I say, slavery?

Jesus? Genocide? Rape? Homosexuality?

Or Murder?

If God Crys, 

Did god cry before, during, or after each and every school shooting

What about the Charleston 9?

Or the Central Park 5?

Or, or Ashia, n Banko…Banko Brown, What about Koko, & Ashley?

Did God cry when I was hurting?

Does God cry about this ring?

The person on the street?

Loveless homes,

Neglected children,

If God crys, God’s been crying about the same issues for thousands upon thousands of years

When does it all change, or end?

Is it not our responsibility to make these changes?

I’m asking for a friend

And if you know me,

You know I am that friend.

What exactly is this poem about anyway?

…Many things!

And I’m waiting 

For God 

To explain